Life and death.

Just as you think life is so long and dreadful, you can be wrong.
Just as you think life seemed to pass so quickly, you can be wrong.
A bit of equality should be there in my opinion – not too fast, not too slow; perfect the way it is.

It makes me wonder how it feels like the day I entered the world. If I can choose to remember those memories, I would choose to keep it. I want to know if the whole story behind about how babies cry because they know that they are entering a horrifying world. Some part of me believes it’s true because I really do think that babies are an innocent soul. However, another part of me differs.
So when you are living the life of a human breathing the air, does it ever occur to you why you are in this world? Are you here to make a change?
This leads me to death.

Do you really believe that there’s life after death? I do like to think so because I admit; I do not like the idea of death thinking that it is the end of the chapter for humans. I guess it is a way to convince myself that there is more meaning to life than just an end. Hence it made me wonder if they meant life after death in the sense that if you were someone famous in the living world; you are remembered for the things you did while you’re alive – does that considered as “life” or that there is literally more life than just memories?

I was never really close to my gran until she left the world – I didn’t want to. It was during the funeral that I realised how much of a woman she is; no, not any other ordinary woman. She survived the World War I and how she volunteered for so many organizations throughout her lifetime; how she goes to the church and tells stories to them little ones where curiosity plays a major part of life. Indirectly, I am very much like her compared to all her grandchild seeing that I have always enjoyed volunteering and helping others….

As much as I do not like the idea of believing in spirits and what not – sometimes, it’s best to have a little bit of faith in those things rather than not having any beliefs until it occurs to you. Conversely, it’s never too late to believe in something.

Anyhow, listen to this song.